Monday, August 23, 2010

My two-week-wait... again

It's been 9 days past ovulation (i assumed day 14 as my ovulation). I've been feelin' mixed emotions, 25% excitement and 75% fear. I'm quite excited (has always been) because it might be positive... it's good to have positive thoughts. I've been noticing a very light brownish discharge these past few days. I don't know if this would mean a positive sign. But as days past by, i felt the fear that it might be negative again. If these would be another failed two-week-wait, i pray that i'll have the courage and strength to face another day of hope again. That my faith will give me more understanding of what we are going through. Oh Lord, let it be my two-week-wait a worth waiting for (for more than 5 years of waiting) this time. I wish that i could announce to the world how happy and blessed i am. Oh, i've been waiting for that moment for so long... Lord, have mercy on us and may You grant our wish... a positive HPT, morning sickness and cravings, my baby bump, our little angel. I'm very much ready for sleepless nights just for taking care of our bundle of joy. Just thinking all of these makes me feel excited!