summer na naman, maraming mga get together at outings with family and friends... and for sure marami na namang questions sa amin ni hubby kung bakit until now wala pa rin kaming baby. if i could only answer them when...
we've been married for almost 4 years (4th anniversary namin sa May 8), how i wish we will receive the greatest gift we have been wishing before our anniversary. we've been to different OB's for work ups, but then until now wala pa rin. I wish we can afford expensive work ups such as IVF but then hubby and I are just ordinary income earners. Nakakapagod na rin kung minsan...financially and emotionally draining but then, I'm keeping my faith high and patiently waiting. I believe God has reasons, and I believe that miracles do happen in His perfect time. He is just testing us how patient we are.
Sometimes i cry a river... lalo at nakakarinig ako ng hindi maganda from insensitive people around me, looking at me as an abnormal married woman just because i cannot get pregnant. They will bug you with questions like "o wala pa?, or wala pa kayong baby? which obviously alam naman nilang wala pa. Hay, annoying talaga. I just keep in my mind that they can never understand our situation because they haven't been there.
I'm glad i can blog them here and express what I'm feeling, and most of all thank God I have a loving and supportive husband. For now, i just enjoy hubby's company habang wala pa ang pinakahihintay naming munting anghel. Weekend getaways muna kami. Pag dumating si baby, we know that it would be a different one... that definitely our baby will be our no. 1 priority.
Sa mga katulad kong hanggang ngayon ay naghihintay, let us keep our faith high (sana makulitan na si Lord sa mga dasal natin) and patiently wait... Good things come for those who wait. Baby dust to us!
Friday, March 27, 2009
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